I turn through pages, giddy with empathy -
it has been over a year for me,
a whole year and some months -
and now I return looking for solace
from life's irregular battery.
I am turning my back to the cold.
The winds that sang a rain
have distilled - the warm
static returns life
to the young and the old.
There is great distance in me.
I am further from my words
than makes me comfortable.
They alienate and abduct me
to a land of miserable memory.
Tears tug on every horizon.
Faces far away steer me
without any clue of my condition.
It feels good to be at the grind,
sharpening my studded senses
with my scythe of maroon.
I owe it as much to you
as I do the spirit of my youth.
My wisdom is a blur.
I have missed the river
over and over.
I feel it now like a stopper
in my throat. This book,
these many cares I took
to myself and multiplied,
are what kept me awake
crossing over.
it has been over a year for me,
a whole year and some months -
and now I return looking for solace
from life's irregular battery.
I am turning my back to the cold.
The winds that sang a rain
have distilled - the warm
static returns life
to the young and the old.
There is great distance in me.
I am further from my words
than makes me comfortable.
They alienate and abduct me
to a land of miserable memory.
Tears tug on every horizon.
Faces far away steer me
without any clue of my condition.
It feels good to be at the grind,
sharpening my studded senses
with my scythe of maroon.
I owe it as much to you
as I do the spirit of my youth.
My wisdom is a blur.
I have missed the river
over and over.
I feel it now like a stopper
in my throat. This book,
these many cares I took
to myself and multiplied,
are what kept me awake
crossing over.