Lost in the Sea of Darkness

It's so bad. It's so bad.

I'm sorry. It's so bad.

I wish I could take it all back.

I come to,

standing soaked

a few feet

from where I stood

just before.

The world melts

like Dali.

I've become 

waxen waste,

I am what drips

from the flame.

My eyes fully opened

refused to bring anything

else in. My skin

looked like the inside

of a clam.

I was gone a while.

I am still returning.

The darkness pervades

every corner of my life.

How will I ever forget—

You fucking fool,

you think you master me?

I am the sea of darkness,

I am the end of your days,

and the next time we meet

you will swim alone for eternity.