smile-pose

with what felt
like a rip
in my stomach
i descended
couch & self
medicated
daring trip
wires that
spit why's
and who's
& where's
whats-
hername
with whats-
hisname
stunning
& stunned
by the sea
those them-
names veined
into the cliff
an unaltarable
display a
billboard for
something you
could never
buy